Today, I meditated in Jn 9 and the healing of the man born blind. It reminded me of this story and how retelling the stories I am meditating on can really bring me to a personal encounter with Jesus:
When the time came for me...to tell my
story, I did fine...until the very last scene. The Pharisees cast out the man
who had been blind, and Jesus went to find him. When he did, Jesus asked him if
he believed in the Son of Man. He replied, “Who is he, sir, that I may believe
in him?” Jesus answered, “You have seen him, and it is he who is speaking with
you.” And he responded, “Lord, I believe.” And he worshiped Jesus.
At that precise moment, as I was telling
the story in front of the group, I was suddenly overwhelmed with emotion. My
heart overflowed and tears filled my eyes. My voice cracked and I had to stop
the story. The image was so intense and the meaning so profound that no words
could express them. The story had moved beyond a performance or teaching
moment, to become a very personal
encounter with the Jesus who seeks and saves, heals and reveals.
I did finish the story, and while the
feedback from the group was kind, they were mostly puzzled. “Where did that
emotion come from?" they asked. I tried to explain, but was not sure even
I understood the full impact. But the conference leader, a professional,
biblical storyteller who has performed literally thousands of times vast
portions of the Bible, including the entire book of John, said, “After
listening to you, I will never tell that story the same way again.”
If we are to be effective tellers of the
biblical story, we must move beyond merely memorizing the text, to the more
profound and spiritual task of learning it by heart. In my case, even though I
had finished memorizing the story, I was still processing its message.
Deuteronomy 11:18 says, “You shall
therefore lay up these words of mine in your heart and in your soul, and you
shall bind them as a sign on your hand, and they shall be as frontlets between
your eyes.” To learn by heart is to “lay-up” in our hearts. And until we lay up
in our hearts these stories we tell, not only will we miss a tremendous
spiritual blessing, but our effectiveness in sharing it with others will be
greatly reduced.
Our conference leader told a wonderful
story that may illustrate my point. The Jewish community celebrates annually
the giving of the Law with a joyous ceremony that includes publicly holding
high in the hands of the leader a copy of the Torah. During WWII, a rabbi in a
Jewish concentration camp felt the burden of not having a copy of the Torah to
use for the celebration. He noticed a young boy who had a reputation for
knowing the Scriptures. “Do you know the Law?” he asked the boy. “Yes,” came
the response. “Do you know it well?” asked the rabbi. “Yes,” he replied, “I
know it very well.” And with that, the rabbi took the boy in his arms, and
holding him up, they celebrated God’s giving the gift of the Scriptures.
We are not simply repeating the words, but incarnationally living the Word...The
Bible story must become your story...As you learn and as you tell, try to
visualize the story, and look for reactions and feelings within the story that
reveals truth.[1]
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