"What makes the desert beautiful is that somewhere it hides a well" (The Little Prince by de Saint-Exupéry). My journey to a WELL-adjusted heart, WELL-watered soul, WELL-educated mind, and WELL-tuned body. "Love the Lord your God with all your HEART, and with all your SOUL, and with all your MIND, and with all your STRENGTH" (Mark 12:30-31).
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
English Romantic Poetry
Still Pinching Myself for the Boundaries
So, now I am to Wednesday. I have a touch of the flu though, and the sun is glorious. I want to go grocery shopping. I want to work on the next Brit Lit class and get a bunch of stuff done before Kyle and Kara come tonight to sleep at our house for the next week. I also want to go and see Noha and her new baby. So, Lord, heal me please.
I am also going to develop a Summer Reading List. I know I still have quite a few more TWEM books to read, but I am itching to read:
Perspectives on the World Christian Movement
Oh darn, there was another one I thought of, but now it has left my mind!
Well, I am off to do wash to prepare for Kyle and Karen.
Loving life and the Lord!
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Yippee for Boundaries!
Today is a VERY good day!
Saturday, March 27, 2010
The Nativity Story
Loved it. I am going to have my kids watch it next Christmas!
Monday, March 22, 2010
British Poets: Blake
It was so weird because as I read Innocence, I sat by my bedroom window on this second day of Spring and felt the sunshine and the grandkids of our neighbors out in the yard to play. Then, when I got to the reality of Experience the sky grew dark and rain began to pour. The grandkids, no doubt, scampered inside, and the joyful sounds of Innocence disappeared!
Isn't that amazing? I will write more soon.
Spring Break
Couldn't sleep till 4
Felt squishy but loved church
Have to set some boundaries
For my soul
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
Calm After the Storm
Gorgeous and sunny
While a storm raged inside
Step by step I walked
And poured out the storm
Into the ears of him who loves me
The ache of my toe
And ache of my heart
Were one in unison
He spoke truth after I poured
But he knows me so well
I don't believe him
He has seen the grieving stare
He knows to just stand by
Until I hear the Voice on high
It's not that I don't like
That he speaks truth
And listens with heart
I feel he can't judge
Objectively
Because he loves me
He doesn't want me
To hurt when
He knows I try so hard
So he waits
And prays
And loves
Hours later
Right before light
On a Sunday morning . . .
I heard
The Voice was clear
The Voice was sure
And silenced the enemies lies
Now the storm is outside
But my heart is calm
With sunshine inside
Sunday, March 07, 2010
Saturday, March 06, 2010
Forgiveness from Jane Eyre
HELEN (my favorite character in all of literature)
You mustn't be revengeful
You have to be strong
To offer good for evil
Return right for wrong
We must not hold a grudge
And we must learn to endure
Then as God is your judge
At least your heart will be pure
Forgiveness
Is the mightiest sword
Forgiveness of those you hate
Will be your highest reward
When they bruise you with words
When they make you feel small
When it's hardest to bear
You must do nothing at all
Forgiveness
Is the simplest vow
Forgiveness
Of all their crimes
Is your deliverance now
Bless those souls
Who would curse your name
When the last bell tolls
You'll be free of blame
You can continue to grieve
But know the Gospel is true
You must forgive those who lie
And bless them that curse you
Forgiveness
Is the mightiest sword
Forgiveness
of those you fear
Will be your highest reward
The time will come when we will leave this world,
and then the injustice and the pain and the sin will fall away from us,
and only the spark of the spirit will remain - returning to God who created it
You must never lose faith
You must never lose heart
God will restore your trust
And I know you're afraid
I'm as scared as you are
But willing to be brave
Brave enough for love
Forgiveness
You mustn't be revengeful
You have to be strong
To offer good for evil
Return right for wrong
We must not hold a grudge
And we must learn to endure
Then as God is your judge
At least your heart will be pure
Forgiveness
Is the mightiest sword
Forgiveness of those you hate
Will be your highest reward
When they bruise you with words
When they make you feel small
When it's hardest to bear
You must do nothing at all
Forgiveness
Is the simplest vow
Forgiveness
Of all their crimes
Is your deliverance now
Bless those souls
Who would curse your name
When the last bell tolls
You'll be free of blame
You can continue to grieve
But know the Gospel is true
You must forgive those who lie
And bless them that curse you
Forgiveness
Is the mightiest sword
Forgiveness of those you hate
Will be your highest reward
The time will come when we will leave this world,
and then the injustice and the pain and the sin will fall away from us,
and only the spark of the spirit will remain - returning to God who created it
You must never lose faith
You must never lose heart
God will restore your trust
And I know you're afraid
I'm as scared as you are
But willing to be brave
Brave enough for love
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Tunnels Beach Kauai Hawaii 2007 Matt Anderson Photography
Tunnels Beach Kauai Hawaii 2007 Matt Anderson Photography, originally uploaded by Matt Anderson Photography.
We are looking for places to stay on Kauai for our 20th wedding anniversary. This beach is supposed to be the best snorkeling!
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
Wellness of Body
So, I am in no pain and have no tightness. What is funny is the pain is very minor now, it is more "nagging" than anything. So, it fools me into believing it isn't that bad, but it really affects everything I do.
So, my body is well. I am trying to put good things in it too. :)
I also got a very good night of sleep last night. Too many late nights because of the Olympics and ministry things. All great things, but it was good to rest last night rather than go to watch North and South with the girls. I needed some down time at home with my sweetheart, especially since we have stuff Monday-Thursday night this week. :)
Filing Out My Life
In the file next to me were old files related to homeschool and my online life of Edu-Anon and Trapdoor. I took a trip down memory lane, and I read old posts I had copied for archiving. It is so interesting to see the transition that most of us have made out of that. Tia's famous, "Moooom, are we there yet?" post that caused a little stir. The posts about transitions in theology. The posts about how much we have lost of ourselves through marriage and kids. Seeing where many are now, I know that this was because of what was happening in the spousal relationships at the time. So much has sifted out in that respect. So many divorces and transitions. It is mind-boggling to think about it.
It made me smile. It was all part of life in my 40's: elementary age kids, co-ops, teaching the basics, finding support for my own growth and education through Edu-Anon, Trapdoor. wisdom from moms who had high schoolers, tears, drama. All part of my life then.
I have transitioned somehow as I hit 50. My homeschool file cabinet is no longer needed, really. The basics have been covered. I have independent learners who only occasionally ask me for help. I facilitate and host a couple of group classes, but it is all through digital means, and I have no need for printing and filing papers for myself.
Trapdoor folded years ago (what year? I have forgotten). Friendships remain intact and some are so precious to me. I am so thankful for all in my life. The collective whole exhausted me though, but I am pretty sure I am at peace with all of them individually but have no desire to return to that collective whole that it morphed into after TDS closed down. I have nothing against it, but my real life collective whole has much less drama, and if it does, it is much easier to sort out and make peace than through the words we furiously type out on our keyboards.
Timer has sounded. On to filing out my life.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Holy Spirit Rain Down
Oh Comforter and Friend
How we need Your touch again
Holy Spirit, rain down, rain down
Let Your power fall
Let Your voice be heard
Come and change our hearts
As we stand on Your word
Holy Spirit, rain down
No eye has seen, no ear has heard
No mind can know what God has in store
So open up heaven, open it wide Over Your church and over our lives
I was so touched by this song this morning. I used to listen to it when I would sit up in my "happy place" in my bedroom in Southeast Asia twelve years ago. God gave me such peace there. I had such confidence in knowing that He would accomplish what concerned me and would bring glory to Himself there.
I feel that today too. Being around so many younger people today who are lacking in confidence about what God has for them, it reminds me that I was like that when I was younger also. It helps me to empathize with them.
You are so there, Lord. It was hard when our relationship was new, and I didn't know that I could trust you. Someone 24 just hasn't walked long enough to know that. The challenge for me is not to get so comfortable in our relationship that I get soft. I must press forward in trust. Believing you with wide-eyed wonder like I did when I was 24 only KNOWING beyond a shadow of a doubt that You will accomplish what concerns me.
The LORD will fulfill [his purpose] for me; your love, O LORD, endures forever--do not abandon the works of your hands. (Psalm 138:8)
I lift my eyes to Your throne
Lord as I lose myself in You
The song in my heart will be
Yours alone
My treasure is in the Cross Jesus
I love to meet You There
I hunger and thirst for You
Now flood my soul
Chorus
River of Love
River of Healing
Holy Spirit flow
River of Grace
River of Mercy flow
River of Peace
River of Promise
Holy Spirit flow
River of Joy
River of Blessing flow
Jesus come again . . .
Tuesday, February 02, 2010
Body Wellness
Now, I am over my ideal. :) I am not going to let it discourage me, however. I had done so well at maintaining my weight over the last few years, this is merely a "bump" in the road with unavoidable circumstances.
So, I started back with my BodyBugg logging and wearing it for calorie burn.
I am doing really well already. :)
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Poem in the Movie Invictus
Background
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At the age of 12, Henley became a victim of tuberculosis of the bone. A few years later the disease progressed to his foot, and physicians announced that the only way to save his life was to amputate directly below the knee. In 1867 he would successfully pass the Oxford local examination as a senior student. In 1875 he wrote the "Invictus" poem from a hospital bed. Despite his disability, he survived with one foot intact and led an active life until the age of 53.
Text
Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of fate
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years finds
And shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
Thursday, January 07, 2010
At What Point?
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
2009 Reads
2. River of Doubt:Theodore Roosevelt's Darkest Journey
3. Narrative of the Life of Frederick Douglass
4. "Civil Disobedience" by Thoreau
5. Up From Slavery by Booker T. Washington
6. A History of US: Liberty for All?
7. "A Good Man is Hard to Find"
8. Papa's Wife
9. Job
10. Song of Solomon
11. Incidents in the Life of a Slave Girl
FEBRUARY
12. Reflections on the Life of the Spirit13. The Twin Manifestations
14. Walden
15. Ecclesiastes
16. No Exit by Sartre
17. St. Joan by Bernard Shaw
18. Our Town by Thornton Wilder
19. Long Day's Journey into Night by O'Neill
MARCH
20. A Streetcar Named Desire
21. The Misery of Job & the Mercy of God
22. Mudhouse Sabbath
23. Murder in the Cathedral
24. Sartre in 90 Minutes
25. Death of a Salesman
26. Waiting for Godot
27. Uncle Tom's Cabin
28. The Blessing of Friendship
29. Equus
30. War, Terrible War: A History of US
31. 1 Chronicles
32. Proverbs
33. The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn
APRIL34. "The Telltale Heart"
35. "The Raven"
36. Battle Cry of Freedom
37. Obadiah
38. Jonah
39. A History of US: Reconstructing America40. "Bartleby,the Scrivener: A Story of Wall Street"
41. Joel
42. Les Miserables
43. Amos
44. Hosea
45. Confessions of Rousseau
46. 2 Chronicles
47. Final Harvest: Poems of Emily Dickinson (parts)
48. The Courtship of Miles Standish by Longfellow
49. The Song of Hiawatha by Longfellow
50. The Life of St. Teresa of Jesus (Avila)
Monday, January 04, 2010
2009 Movies and Documentaries
2. Sylvia (Plath)
3. Tess of the D'Urbervilles
4. Frederick Douglass Biography
5. Walden Documentary
6. Ballykissangel: Season Two
FEBRUARY
7. Doubt (wow!)
8. The Visitor
9. Daniel Deronda
10. Silas Marner (w/Ben Kingsley)
11. American Experience: Eugene O'Neill
MARCH
12. Slumdog Millionaire (WOW!)
13. Amazing Grace (1 1/2 x rewatch)
14. Ballykissangel: Season Three
15. The Better Hour: The Legacy of William Wilberforce
16. Long Day's Journey Into Night
17. Mark Twain by Ken Burns
18. The Last Legion (Colin F!)
APRIL
19. Expelled (about Intelligent Design)
20. A Room with a View (newer version)
21. Les Miserables
22. 17 Again
35. The Last of the Mohicans
Saturday, January 02, 2010
Fellow Traveler
Or the way that i think
I won't change how you live
Or the words that you speak
But neither of us is a stranger to joy or pain
No matter how we're different
We're very much the same
Chorus:
Fellow traveler let me take you to a place where I've found rest
Fellow seeker let me show you where I've found true happiness
Fellow beggar I have good news, I know where there is bread
(I'll show you where there's bread)
I don't know where you've come from
Or where you've been along your way
But I can tell you what I've lived through
And how I made it here today
Let me share with you the story of hope I've come to know
A love that's always for me
And a peace that frees my soul
Chorus:
So if you are hungry come to the table with me
And you won't go hungry ever again
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Relief
Monday, December 28, 2009
Infirm
Monday, December 07, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
Tear Day
Friday, November 20, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
The Delight of an Hour
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Emergencies
Saturday, November 07, 2009
Monday, November 02, 2009
School and Dave Ramsey Finance Class
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